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Kyla suffers from miscarriage again

, / 12:25 PM November 09, 2018

Singer Kyla revealed Friday she suffered a miscarriage for the second time last week.

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Hi.. This is something that i’m not comfortable talking about. But i want to say this for everyone who has been asking where i’ve been the last couple of weeks. This August, I was so happy and excited. I thought i was gonna be a mom again! We wanted to keep it a secret until the 1st trimester is over. And then we’ll share the happy news to everyone. It was a sensitive pregnancy that i had to leave work for a while; take a bedrest, as advised by our doctor. That’s why i haven’t been on tv and i had to forego some of the events where i had to sing, and shows including ASAP in Australia. ASAP, Tawag Ng Tanghalan, and Cornerstone have been very good to me and i really appreciate and thank them for being so understanding. And Angeline, who was very kind and stepped in for me for Himig Handog. I felt bad for a while because i was missing so much work. But at the same time i was so happy and excited especially after seeing our baby’s heartbeat. Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time. My heart was breaking as i was being brought to the delivery room. I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast. It’s hard to keep my emotions intact. I cry at the stupidest things. Today was that lotion. I asked my husband to buy for stretch marks and he went hoarding a bunch for me at Rustan’s. I cry everytime i see it. Or the maternity clothes i ordered online that was delivered at home. Or when i see Toby’s baby clothes that i brought out to be washed again. Or whenever Toby would ask where his sibling went. It’s heartbreaking. Grief is not a once and done process. You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system. I will always wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May. This year has been very difficult for me and my family. But i will remain hopeful. I know everything happens for a reason. And through all the pain and trying experiences, i know something wonderful will happen. I’ll be back soon. Thank you. See you..

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The singer broke her silence in an Instagram post, admitting that this was not something she was comfortable talking about.

Nonetheless, she said she wanted to share it with those who have been asking where she has been in the last couple of weeks.

“Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time. My heart was breaking as i was being brought to the delivery room,” she recalled.

Feeling heartbroken, she said: “I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast.”

Kyla narrated how “happy and excited” she was to find out she was going to be a mom again last August.

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They even planned to keep it a secret until the first trimester of her pregnancy before announcing the news to everyone.

She said it was a sensitive pregnancy, urging her to leave work including ASAP in Australia and Tawag ng Tanghalan.

Now that another angel is gone, the singer expressed how hard it is to keep her emotion “intact” as “grief is not a once and done process.”

“You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system,” she said.

After losing a pregnancy last March, Kyla said she would always “wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May.”

Regardless of the tragedy she has experienced, Kyla remained hopeful: “I know everything happens for a reason. And through all the pain and trying experiences, i know something wonderful will happen. I’ll be back soon.”

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