Singer Kyla revealed Friday she suffered a miscarriage for the second time last week.
The singer broke her silence in an Instagram post, admitting that this was not something she was comfortable talking about.
Nonetheless, she said she wanted to share it with those who have been asking where she has been in the last couple of weeks.
“Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time. My heart was breaking as i was being brought to the delivery room,” she recalled.
Feeling heartbroken, she said: “I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast.”
Kyla narrated how “happy and excited” she was to find out she was going to be a mom again last August.
They even planned to keep it a secret until the first trimester of her pregnancy before announcing the news to everyone.
She said it was a sensitive pregnancy, urging her to leave work including ASAP in Australia and Tawag ng Tanghalan.
Now that another angel is gone, the singer expressed how hard it is to keep her emotion “intact” as “grief is not a once and done process.”
“You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system,” she said.
After losing a pregnancy last March, Kyla said she would always “wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May.”
Regardless of the tragedy she has experienced, Kyla remained hopeful: “I know everything happens for a reason. And through all the pain and trying experiences, i know something wonderful will happen. I’ll be back soon.”